“I miss the days before. Before the fur, the feathers, and the gender change. The world around me was actually stable more often than not back then. And things even made a strange kind of sense even if part of me yearned for the sky. Does that make me strange? Ever since the change, everything has become more chaotic.”
It is symbolic of how the character wishes things could go back to the way they were before, to the simplicity and predictability of their prior life. But unfortunately for them and others like them, that’s not possible.
Indeed
Though
Is it truly going Back?
or is it living another lie?
But Equestria needs heros
And YOU have to help them
Besides Cardinal
THEY need you
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